When you were young,
the streets called your name,
beckoning you to go places,
explore, search, and discover.
And though your father’s
madness and obsessions
pushed you into corners
while mother wept, telling
herself she loved the brute
despite the rancour that bit her
with each fist raised or choke,
you listened and meandered along
alleyways filled with scrap
and yesterday’s bones, oblivious
that one day you’d see the potholes,
the used needles, the trash,
and the dog shit for what it is,
stripped off innocence or
more importantly, naïveté
because you lost your innocence
when the madman howled like
a rabid dog, screaming,
“This hurts me too!”
as if the slaps and curses and
the gnashing of teeth,
was simply discipline,
a mild spanking while you
watched mother fend him off,
a beast from a realm far from
Bethlehem, a demon of death,
a psychopath of the ‘old school’
his father and his father’s father
were part of. Today you no longer
step on those roads
regardless of if the sun gleams
off the asphalt or if puddles
of water prevent movement.
You’re not listening, you stopped
a long time ago, the silence of
enclosed spaces your reality,
meaning and wanderlust
motes in the attic, or worse,
fabrications of distorted minds.
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