I’m here texting you
at 1 am, wondering if
the time and space
that separates us
means anything.
I have Gin Blossoms playing
on my old Macintosh
and you’re probably
listening to Hunter Hayes
or some other
modern sensation. We’re different,
but placed at this point
in time, in these circumstances for
an unseen reason, and I can’t
help but wonder if in
another world where time flows
backward, and eventide
brings its hushed whispers
and sober greys at some odd hour
we’d have a Benjamin Button
romance: geriatric, calloused
hand holding preceding
a horrible, middle-aged hebetude
when each day ends with a smoke
and a shot of whiskey leading to
an effervescent twenties,
the wisdom of age losing its vigour,
recklessness and nonconformity
making us think of spliffs,
tattoos and muscle,
sex appeal and metal
while silver becomes off-white
and then a blazing red
as we dance to the rhythm
of music that plays backwards,
speaking English that sounds like
Pig Latin, but is really a language
slicing air with its strange
consonants and harsh syllables
while it drifts backwards
with time, the weird aubade
occurring when it shouldn’t.
As my thoughts weave a web,
catching these concepts barely,
I wonder if this is all there is,
and what could
simply could, but won’t,
and whether what would matters
on what I say to you,
or what you say when you
don’t speak, or is simply
another way of saying what will.
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